Tonight I am overwhelmed with a feeling of loneliness and of being lost in the crowd. I have this strong craving for community and to be surrounded by love and positivity but don't know where to begin my search for where I belong. I know that I have never given myself to activities and hobbies that I was interested in and I've come to the point where I am not sure what those might be. My habit of spending time on my own, combined with a very real shyness around people I don't know, holds me back from throwing myself into trying new things. It's a fear I need to overcome and conquer but I feel helpless when it comes to actually doing so. It's so rough to know what you want and have no idea where to begin. I read so many amazing stories of communities coming together in support of one another and I long desperately to find my own niche. It would be easier if I knew where I wanted to look. What I'd give right now for someone to help guide me through this time in my life. It would be nice to have a hand to hold in this period of transformation. My heart is full and my emotions are overflowing as I think more and more about how much I want to make these changes for the better. I'm holding up hope that I will find the way.
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